I don't like to worry that the words will smudge,
will disappear completely from the page.
I've had that happen.
It's a sad thing to see.
It makes a difference ... the pen.
The words flow so much better when they flow.
Thick, fat lines are awkward;
they make me write messy.
I enjoy writing so much more with the right pen.
And for me,
they are often illusive.
Four hundred pens and most likely
isn't one amongst them
that I will enjoy.